MY FUTURE IS AT HAND
COUNTDOWN TO THE DECISION. SO, I GOT THE CONTRACT FOR THE GAME SHOW LAST NIGHT. IT HAS TO BE IN BY WED. I READ IT THOROUGHLY & FRETTED ABOUT WHETHER I WOULD BE ABLE TO MAKE APPEARANCES IN ANY OTHER MEDIA IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS. THE CONTRACT STATES I CAN'T WITHOUT WRITTEN CONSENT. THERE GOES MY CAREER AS A PLAYBOY BUNNY! LOL.
I FAXED IT TODAY AND THEY CALLED ME TO TELL ME THAT THE DECISION WILL BE MADE IN THE NEXT 24 HOURS. THEY ALSO SAID I HAVE A LOT OF FANS AT THE PRODUCTION COMPANY ( A LITTLE INSIDE INFO).
TALK ABOUT YOU THOUGHTS SCATTERING! WHAT SHALL I WEAR? WHAT DO I NEED TO BRING? WHAT SHOULD I STUDY? WHAT CAN I DO @ WORK TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS COMPLETE BEFORE I GO? DO I NEED TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING? SHOULD THE NANNY STAY AT THE HOUSE?
THE ANSWER... I HOPE... BREATHE. I SPENT MOST OF MY LIFE AIMING FOR THE CHANCE TO CHANGE MY FAMILY'S FUTURE. NOW THE FUTURE IS AT HAND.
I PRAY THAT I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING TO MAKE MYSELF READY.
ALBERT CAYMUS WROTE: "THE ESSENTIAL THING IN LIFE IS TO ALLOW YOURSELF EVERYTHING".
I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED EVERTYHING. NOW IT IS TIME TO DO.
WISH ME LUCK!
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Who but you could tie Willy Wonka and Playboy Bunnies in the same blog. Just wanted to say I’m sending all the good mojo I can muster. By the way, the nanny can stay at MY house. :)
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